Myself. : )

Same pa sila na taga tondo mennnnn. Shet lungs! Gusto nya pa naman yung guy for five years ata. HAHAHA! Waley na talaga.

I guess the reason I think I’m nothing is because no one’s ever fought for me. I believe if I was truly worth it, that somewhere along this road, someone would’ve fought for me to stay, but instead, I always wound up walking away.

I never knew I could feel so much pain, and yet be so in love with the person causing it.

You said, when the storm came that you would be there to block the rain. You said you’d protect me from heartache pain loneliness and misery. && I stood there in the freezing cold but you never showed. Where you at?

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up this whole armor, for years, then one person, wanders into your stupid life… You give them a piece of you. They don’t ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It tears you up inside and leaves you crying in the darkness, so even a simple phrase like “maybe we should just be friends” turns into a glass splinter working it’s way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets inside of you and rips you apart.

They say, “If you love a person you don’t give up. You just wait for that person to love you. And if that person won’t change just wait until your heart voluntarily quits.”

Just a chance. That’s all I’ve got right now, I’m not sure of everything else. so maybe I let my heart have this chance, and then if ever she can’t be love in return, I’ll let it loves you more and more until she gets really tired of it, and then maybe soon she will get really exhausted, then maybe she will give up on her own. Don’t worry, you dont have to do anything, just let me love you, I guess that is enough. Look, I don’t expect this to be simple. I don’t expect you to give me all of you in a certain amount of time, and I am not looking for any benefits. But I am telling you that I’m here, and I always will be. My presence will always be constant, and my arms will always be open. Love takes time, and time will never be an issue, because I promise you, the feelings I have, they are certainly eternal, and time can’t compete with that.

“Don’t give up, ok? I know you’ve been hurt, I know how it feels. Believe me, I do. But the feeling will pass. Your heart will heal itself.”